I have mixed feeling about Obama. Hope, betrayal, suspicion, respect, love, fear – all of it. Watching him maneuver through the Syrian situation brings them all up. I’m remembering voting for him. Of course I wanted to vote for a President I had simple enthusiasm for. That’s what we all want when we vote. The feeling of pulling that lever – ok punching a tiny piece of paper – and thinking Yes! But I voted for him nevertheless. And when he won I wrote an email to Logan Heftel, who was going to be on UnCabaret that Sunday. And in it I said: Isn’t it nice to breathe again.
And then at UnCabaret Logan sang this song he wrote, inspired by my email to him. And he called it Beth’s Song. And I have no mixed feelings about it. Love it! It gives me chills, and not just because it’s mine mine mine!
It’s coming up on a year later and I’m realizing that sometimes the feeling of relief lets you know that your mixed feelings were not as mixed as you thought they were.
Logan will be on UnCabaret this Sunday playing with our dear mutual friend Taylor Negron. Also on the show will be the all very wonderful… Rebecca Corry, Julie Goldman, David Arquette, Andrew Goldenhersh, Suzanne Whang!